I'm really struggling with patience, anger, and even my salvation right now. It feels like the older I get, the more hardened my heart becomes. With a harder heart, I am quicker with my temper and I really hate losing my cool. I feel like I'm slipping further into darkness and cannot stem the tide. Sometimes I actually dred meeting God and have no feelings whatsoever about meeting the angels in heaven. Got any scriptures that can help me?